Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Trapped
Sometimes i feel
trapped.. no.. not sometimes..perhaps.. now..
Trapped in a way.. im unable to escape my feelings.. its..really COMPLICATED....
Valentine's day coming.. so?
I feel nothing about it now... nothing... who to ask... why i ask... it all lost its meaning... im alone...even though i have friends that can make it out with mi on that day... but... inside mi... im always alone...
WHY.. for i have asked myself.. am i feeling this way... Its been really long... a pretty long time for mi...mixed feelings inside mi...am i really alone or is it i have MISS the chance and did not cherish her??I really wish we were back then... Just when u just knew mi... and i just knew u...Pls can i?I really hope u see this... and give mi another chance... for i BEG for it... deeply... in my heart...i really regretted upon lookin back...TO the always busy her =)
Lawrence