Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Trapped

Sometimes i feel trapped.. no.. not sometimes..perhaps.. now..
Trapped in a way.. im unable to escape my feelings.. its..really COMPLICATED....
Valentine's day coming.. so?
I feel nothing about it now... nothing... who to ask... why i ask... it all lost its meaning... im alone...
even though i have friends that can make it out with mi on that day... but... inside mi... im always alone... WHY.. for i have asked myself.. am i feeling this way...
Its been really long...
a pretty long time for mi...
mixed feelings inside mi...
am i really alone or is it i have MISS the chance and did not cherish her??


I really wish we were back then... Just when u just knew mi... and i just knew u...
Pls can i?
I really hope u see this... and give mi another chance...
for i BEG for it... deeply... in my heart...
i really regretted upon lookin back...



TO the always busy her =)

Lawrence